All I have is a kind heart-so they say, a good soul-God bless me..and my super big of everything-Honest!!....Anything else is Bonus... ouh and my dad has alzheimer. i see him forgetting every pieces of his life daily..it's really sad. so this is written for that time when or if I've lost it...please remind me, that I have lead a fruitful and joyous life..
Friday, July 23, 2010
Of still being single....
I have watched it countless times and never get bored of it. Is it the story line? Is it Sandra herself? I am not sure. But that hot bod of ryan reynolds, I am pretty sure that's part of it hahahaha
But this I know... I will surely use that line Margaret said when he proposed to her at the office. That is if I ever get a proposal... I have come to few conclusions as to why I am still single.
1. I am scared. I have been out of relationship for almost 9 years. Note the word - out. It's not even in and out. How pathetic is that?? I have been alone that long that I am not sure if I can handle being a pair. I make decisions without having to make that phone calls well except sometime to my mom...and that is only because it involves big money...teeheeeheee
2. Inferiority complex. If I don't think I am not good enough for any man, why would they think otherwise? I thanked my mom for that. I am sorry but mommies out there, please know what kind of implication you have on your kid when you say things like "if you were slimmer, I am sure men will be attracted to you" or "it's a fact, if I have a son too, I would not want a fat daughter in-law" Ouchh...that really hurts...BIG TIME!!
Don't get me wrong, I love my mom to bits. I have had my fair share of arguments with her and still do and that's me. I don't blame her as I believe God works in mysterious ways, I just felt that I could do better if only she has faith in me and that size sometimes does not matter.
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