I am resorting to the fact that I will be living back with my parents. Having said that, I am still holding on to my apartment which has the coziness of me...aaaaaaa....just thinking of it makes me smile.
Changing mom's house astro package to Astro Beyond Superpack is just confirming this long overdue fact. I am still in denial... I can't let go of my place because knowing that I have a place to run to when I need some "me time" makes me accept the fact that I have to live with my parents back...they're old and frail. And somehow the pressure is lesser.
Talking about home, this home particularly needs major housekeeping! I need to do more...sigh.... I recently got a personal session from the Boss..and this personal session, trust me..something I've been trying to avoid for the longest time. It was heart
wrenching, frustrating or maybe I'm OTT about it...but that's me..I tend to take things much too serious...
For very bad tidings comes good things.
I am a
better person now..I think...hehehehe...
It's the 16th day of Ramadhan and maybe this is a blessing after all....
Selamat Berpuasa semua....
